"Tough times don't last, but tough people do." -Robert H. Schuller.

» In every life we have some trouble, but when you worry you make it double. Don't worry, be happy
Don't Worry Be Happy by Bobby McFerrin.
 

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{part of a verse in my new song I'm writing 'I Can't Even Remember'}
 
I scraped my knee three blocks down
after you left me in the town
all alone
 
blood, blood, blood
dripping down my shin
pumping through my heart
and leaking out my skin
oh, oh

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You know what?
I used to care so much about how many hearts my sets got, or how many followers I have. But I've realized that doesn't really matter. I mean, who cares? Just because you might get over a hundred hearts on a set doesn't mean your set is any better then someones who has less than 10 hearts. It doesn't matter.
So, I've stopped caring. I've stopped trying to please people with my sets, and my poetry, and song choices, you know? I'm just going to be me, and post what I want to post. If I get no likes, I could care less. I just like making sets.
 
So, uh, yeah. From now on I'm going to be me.
 
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This set is dedicated to the lovely, @grace-malik for being so kind and awesome and lovely c: I love you. Thank you for loving my sets xo
 
~Abbey

Flawless.

Two days ago - 396 views
Flawless.
I'm sitting in the principals office right now...
 

 

 

 

 

 

don't freak out though! I'm only waiting for my friends xD they are playing their violins for some tea party thing going on for retiring teachers, and I needed somewhere to wait... so, here I am. Its quite weird. I have never been in here. I had to ask about 3 people how to get here, and where to go. I had no idea... xD xD and its my own school #imsopitiful
 
So yeah. I made this set out of boredom.
 
but seriously, there is a creepy fan behind me and the noise it makes is really scaring me o.O hopefully I will come out alive.
 
My computer is going to die any second, eeeeeeeppppp o.o
 
I guess this is goodbye my loves, hope you all smiled today c:
 
~Abbey
⚓ In the darkness I will meet my creators. And they will all agree, that I’m a suffocator. I should go now quietly, for my bones have found a place to lie down and sleep ⚓
Smother by Daughter. (literally have been listening to this song for 2 days straight.)
 
• tags have become such a hassle. so, uh, no tags again this time. sorry. •
 

I swear my brain has shut off. I've kinda been... numb today. Like, you don't feel anything. Kinda just doing your part in the world, nothing really actually productive. I just... things were getting better. Correction: they are getting better.
Well, at least, I'm trying to do my part at making things better.
Its just sometimes I hate people. Maybe its because a lot of them hate me. Why? I have no clue. But they seem to love to make fun of me and bully me until I've had enough. & it hurts, you know?
To get to the record straight, I'm not fat. I'm not stupid. I'm certainly not pregnant, and I'm not Detective Bangsly. (who 'bangs' people, because, I would not bang somebody. Even if I was a dude.)
 

Its nice to come to a place online where nobody knows me. Thank you guys for not judging me, and not bullying me in any way. I appreciate this escape.
 
thank you, @indie-luver for loving me. For caring about me. For supporting me. I just wish some people in real life could be nice like you are. I love you so much, you're the sister I've always wanted.
I also want to thank @sharmarie , and @emc1397 you guys are just as lovely and helpful. Much love.
 
So... how has everyone been? I want to know c:
~Abbey
 
P.S. the text in the set is one of my poems... just thought I would let you know. Also, I wanted to apologize for a lack of sets lately. I haven't been that inspired much.

2AM, who do you love?

5 days ago - 727 views
2AM, who do you love?
#ugh. All the sets I make today are super ugly.
So, here is the most decent one.
#wherehasmyinspirationgone?
 

 
& I'm to lazy to do tags, so, boom. Here yah go. If you see this, congrats.
 
//sorry this looks so bad.

URGENT: read description!

6 days ago - 206 views
URGENT: read description!
I already posted this in my last set, but its important enough to have its own set.
 
PLEASE READ ON;;
 
This set is dedicated to all those girls out there, who don't think they are good enough. Who don't know how much they are loved. Who cut their skin, as if its paper. Who never seem to know when to be happy again.
Because I know how it feels. I know how helpless it is to be in love, I know how much it hurts, for I cried myself to sleep nearly ever night, many nights ago.
It may never seem like it will get better. But it does. Sometimes, all it takes is for you to make that choice. That choice to smile, and be happy again. With a little help from friends, and most importantly, yourself, you can do it.
I know you can. If you ever feel like nobody believes in you, or that nobody cares anyway, just know that I do. I don't want people to go through what I went through. I want you to be happy.
So if you're reading this, know, that I love you. With all my heart.

I encourage you to make a set for those who need that encouragement, tagging #youcandoit .

If you don't, that's fine. But just know, you could save a life. And that's something to be proud of.

 
Please tag your friends.
Forever and always,

~Abbey
✉♡ His feelings are crushed like rock salt on the table, I guess I fell for love, says the paper. I've never met someone that's made me feel quite this way♡ ✉
Only Love by Nina Nesbitt.
 
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How can love over take me
And steer me onto a path
I don’t want to take?
How can love over take me
And mess with my head again?
How is it that I can love you
But you can’t love me?
How is it
That I only want
What I can’t have?
All these words we never say
All these thoughts we never share
It’s a never ending road
To defeat.

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This set is dedicated to all those girls out there, who don't think they are good enough. Who don't know how much they are loved. Who cut their skin, as if its paper. Who never seem to know when to be happy again.
Because I know how it feels. I know how helpless it is to be in love, I know how much it hurts, for I cried myself to sleep nearly ever night, many nights ago.
It may never seem like it will get better. But it does. Sometimes, all it takes is for you to make that choice. That choice to smile, and be happy again. With a little help from friends, and most importantly, yourself, you can do it.
I know you can. If you ever feel like nobody believes in you, or that nobody cares anyway, just know that I do. I don't want people to go through what I went through. I want you to be happy.
So if you're reading this, know, that I love you. With all my heart.
 
I encourage you to make a set for those who need that encouragement, tagging #youcandoit .
 
If you don't, that's fine. But just know, you could save a life. And that's something to be proud of.
 
Forever and always,
 
~Abbey
Who will love you? Who will fight? And who will fall far behind?
Skinny Love by Birdy.
 
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Beat me for days
bruises trailing up and down my heart
scars along my self esteem
you say this is just a faze.
 
Slowly
ever so slowly
with quivering limbs
I stand to my feet
staring at them
cruel in their hard eyes
ready to spit upon my soul
and kill my heart
 
But I am stronger than this
bigger than what they may say
I will not give in
for I am stronger than this.

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Felt inspired to make a full set today... courtesy of @ladyoftheflowers , please check out her sets, they are gorgeous! (certainly much better than my attempt right here.) So this set is dedicated to you dear, and of course, my lovely sister it seems, @indie-luver. Nothing I can say will sum up how much you mean to me, so all I can say, is I love you, and hope you and I never get out of touch. For I would miss you too much.
 
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“Tough times never last, but tough people do.”
-Robert H. Schuller.
 
~ Abbey ♥
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• I am yours now So now I don't ever have to leave I've been found out So now I'll never explore •
Islands by the XX
 
Oh hey, second set of the night. #superbored
Sorry if the ugliness blinds your eyes. Whoops.
†∆ ll The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again... ll ∆†
Snuff by Slipknot.
 
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Stroke the heart on my sleeve
Whisper words to my neck
Oh please
Whatever you do
Promise to keep me safe.

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This set, is dedicated to the four most beautiful, kind, caring, talented, and thoughtful girls that I know on polyvore.
 
"Friends are like stars. You don't have to see them, to know they are always there.";
 
@indie-luver I know have told you this probably about a million times, but I love you. Everything you have ever said to me, has always been kind, and helped me so much. Oh dear... you have me crying right now... you, just, care so much. And that means the world to me. Nothing I can ever say, will express how much you have helped me, saved me even. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
 
@sharmarie I. Love. You. You, don't even know how talented, and kind you are. You just... care so much, and that means a lot to me. Much thanks, for always knowing what to say to me.
 
@emc1397 you, darling, are amazing. I love you so much. The fact that you care about me, is an indescribable feeling to me. Not that I don't have people who care about me... sometimes, okay, a lot of times, I feel alone. I feel so out of place, and worthless. But you, you make that better. You show me (as well as the other lovely ladies this is dedicated to) that people do care. Thank you. So much.
 
@tcmaree First off, out of all these ladies, I knew you first. We haven't talked in some time, but I know that you will always be here for me. I love you so much, you don't even know. Thank you for being someone to talk to, and for being one of many reasons to smile.
 

Oh my gosh... I feel like I haven't said enough to each of you... like, how much I appreciate you, I will never be able to put that into words. I just... okay, I'm at a loss for words. So, basically, I love you all. So so so so much. More than I should ;)
 
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So... after I pour my heart out... lol. I also want to thank everyone else on polyvore who has showed me some form of love. I appreciate each and every one of you. I love you all♥
 
~ A b b e y
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